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General Discussion / Re: Relationship Status?
« on: November 23, 2011, 04:18:15 pm »
I was married, for quite a long time. But I put an end to it. Married too young, probably all the wrong reasons, etc. I just couldn't take it anymore and while I felt this social pressure/responsibility to stay married because of my kids, it always just conflicted to what I actually felt inside/core; that I was teaching my kids that living a lie is OK. I'm much more involved and can now be the parent I've always wanted to (instead of being forced into a specific male/authority gender role). I'm much more able to connect with my kids and without the conflict of the other spouse having polar opposite beliefs (and constantly arguing). I've been divorced for about almost 7 years now, and completely single (by choice). I've turned down quite a few advances and opportunities for a relationship over the years. This is the first time in my life that I can live for ME, and not particularly for something else (well, besides my kids). I love this freedom to do whatever I want. Though I do admit, lately I've been feeling a little lonely and thinking about when my kids grow up and leave (my older son is gonna be 16 soon). And then there's the fact that I now have almost nothing in common with the women that I'm particularly attracted too (mid 20's). The older I get, the more they just seem like kids to me (immature/inexperienced). Life sucks in that respect. Women my age look like school teachers from high school/middle school. No good. Shallow of me, I know. But whatever.....
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when he beat it. I only had to help him out a few times (via a walk through we had to look up). At his age at the time, he was just learning to read English words. So he actually was able to remember and recognize some of the japanese kana words. As in what they corresponded to, without my help. I was impressed. The young learn fast.